5.17.2009

Goodbye; transitioning


Well, I am strangely quite sad about this whole process, but I am moving my blog to another site. I have taken this whole blog, posts and all, over to another site at

http://michaelgallagher.wordpress.com/


That is where you will find me from now. All these old posts will be there along with uber-new cool stuff. I have maintained a variety of blogs for quite sometime and I am thinking 2009 seems like a good year for consolidation. Join me if you want. I will sincerely miss those that don't.

I will miss blogger. I will miss knowing I started here almost five years ago on this exact site, almost identical interface. It was in Seoul in Seodaemun that I started this blog. And it will be in Princeton on Wordpress that I will continue.

Come on over. I will be less for it if you don't.

Goodbye.

5.16.2009

Frightened Rabbit



This is what I am listening to at the moment. The name of the band is Frightened Rabbit. Not bad at all.

5.11.2009

Learn As One


Learn As One is taking a unique Kiva-esque approach to online fundraising for schools. They are looking to build a school in Zambia. I sincerely hope this works well for them.

Visit their website and consider donating if you can spare a little.

http://www.learnasone.org/

5.04.2009

Ddeok is always greener on the other side


In keeping with my new banner and title, I give you a series of Korean proverbs from Wikiquote.

My new title comes from this proverb:
남의 떡이 더 커 보인다. - Someone else's rice cake always looks bigger.
which seems to correspond to the English proverb of the grass being always greener on the other side. Rice cake=떡=Ddeok, hence the Ddeok is always greener. As always, I am bringing the world closer together.

소 잃고 외양간 고친다. - After losing a cow, one repairs the barn.

빈 수레가 요란하다. - An empty cart rattles loudly.

하늘의 별 따기. - Catching a star in the sky. - an impossible deed.

아는 길도 물어가라. - Even if you know the way, ask one more time.

티끌모아 태산. - One can build a mountain by collecting specks of dust.

시작이 반이다. - Starting is half the task.

등잔 밑이 어둡다. - Underneath the lampbase is dark.

* 호랑이도 제 말하면 온다. - If you speak of the tiger, it will come

5.03.2009

Present



Etiquette dictates that this begin
with reference, a frame in which to harbor
a divergent thought.

Sunday morning, perhaps. Cloudy, wet, lush day, as well.
Sleeping clothes, New York Times ink-stained fingers, cold coffee, black mug
from Dublin. Ribs pained, scuttling currents of tortuous electricity housed between shoulder blades like nestled insects. Percocet awaits, the last of the initial prescription.

All contextual underpinning, a stage, a scaffold. All sheer trickery, a sleight of hand, a distraction.

This is about being, being now, in this conscious moment. Like a mathematical equation, my path to solution, however elegant, matters less than the answer, the gist. Context serves only to sever you from me, from my understanding becoming a universal one.

I breathe consciously, I sit rigid, my mind alert. Thoughts drift to memories, I corral them back to the present. I avoid metaphor. My present is stark, illumination.

I am.
I am at this very moment.
I will die at some present moment in the future.
I will live in all others. Patient and fearless.

I will kiss my wife when she awakes and be joyous, content in this present. I will grow restless as the sun arcs across the sky. I will plan a far off journey with utmost sincerity. All of these will be accomplished in some present space, however far in the future it remains now.

I will never be more complete than now, but I can be more comprehensive. I will never be smarter than now, but I can be wiser. I know the pinch from my watch snapping at the hair on my arm will still cause me to twitch even when I am 75. I am 33 now. A series of rotations around a sun, loops in orbit. Repeated breaths. Conscious thought. Sunrises and sunsets. A thousand chances to be perfect in this present, to achieve perfection engulfed in a balanced feeling, thought, deed.

I do not desire this perfection, do not let myself long for it.
I only know that it will come, if not today. If not now.

Buddha Quotes on Buddha's Birthday



Saturday is Buddha's Birthday, a day of great celebration in many parts of Asia. For many of us living there, it was a good day to have off and roam around and see the city of Seoul decked out in colorful lanterns.

Even if you are not Buddhist, which I am not, some of these thoughts are provoking and just lend themselves to some spiritual introspection.


"All that we are is the result of what we have thought. If a man speaks or acts with an evil thought, pain follows him. If a man speaks or acts with a pure thought, happiness follows him, like a shadow that never leaves him."

"All things appear and disappear because of the concurrence of causes and conditions. Nothing ever exists entirely alone; everything is in relation to everything else."
-Everything is relative to everything else. No great surprise here, in spite of pronouncements of absolute truth, of moral absolutism, of perceived social clarity. We exist in relation to others, in fact our very existence and creation (as well as our eventual destruction) is determined by our relation to other(s). Beyond no man being an island, perhaps no man is a man. We are singular in thought, in our thoughts relation to our experience. However, our thoughts, our experiences and our prescriptive courses of action are not singular; they are indeed shared. Proper thought and course of action occurs first in that singularity of self, but that does not mean it is novel. Nor should novelty ever be pursued for its own sake. Rather, action, existence itself should be grounded in condition. How does this thought, this action meet the conditions of this very present? How does this better or worsen me, and with me, all of us?


"Ambition is like love, impatient both of delays and rivals"
-This particular quotes resonates with me. Frustration stemming from delay is a signal that something is out of sync, either you with this world, or you with your self. I imagine Buddha would think those are one in the same.

"An idea that is developed and put into action is more important than an idea that exists only as an idea."
-This is interesting as well, lest we all think that Buddhism resides entirely in the mind. Buddhism is a course of action as well as thought, a prescription and a cure. It is the mind and body acting as one, the goal of any major religion.

"Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense."
-Believe the message and not the messenger. Intense introspection will lead to understanding which will fortify logic and common sense. Then we can face the world comfortable with our reasoning and our ability to discern fact from fiction. Once again, a strong parallel with other religious chains of thought.

"Chaos is inherent in all compounded things. Strive on with diligence."
-This is perhaps my favorite quote of all time. Chaos is a naturally occurring concept, one that will always be present when anything exists in multiples, not as singularities. Chaos is neither positive nor negative (there is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so-Hamlet), but an indication of individual determination to extract logic from chaos. There is method to madness, patterns in the noise, structure to be had and built upon. Chaos is inherent but not a sole determinant.

"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment."
-I tend to interpret this as sequential. There is nothing that dictates the future but the present. The present has been dictated by the past, which was once the present. The future requires no fixation, because it is entirely derivative of the present. Therefore, focus on the present, your current manifestation.

"Ennui has made more gamblers than avarice, more drunkards than thirst, and perhaps as many suicides as despair."
-How beautifully modern a thought. Ennui is an extreme form of lethargy, of listlessness, of apathy. It is like freezing to death, slowly and often without violence. But it always meets a violent end. Passion need not be tempered to the point of dullness, a vibrant mind need only focus thought, concentrate the intensity, the passion on a single conscious thought for it be filtered. The strongest current flows through the smallest crevice. The passion that flows from the soul is like water on a rock, useless if not channeled. The passion that flows unregulated will lead to disillusionment, despair, ennui. The existence of passion alone does not justify its presence, its usefulness. It simply is. It is a means to a greater consciousness, a tool for focus, for clarity. It is the strength in which meaning is conveyed, the power of the strong current.

"Even death is not to be feared by one who has lived wisely."
-Amen to that. I am not sure of a religion that would disagree. Death is the most natural of progressions. And nothing stops at death. Whatever you might believe, even at the most primitive of transformations, essence is merely rearranged at death. Physically, spiritually, in relation to this world, in relation to ourselves. Death is a moment of reorganization, the continuation of the ennobling journey. It is natural to fear it, as it is dramatic, entirely different than experience to that point, yet it is represented daily on a massive scale in all that is around us. It is constantly reiterated and framed and presented in a myriad of forms, impressions, tones. The one thing I am certain of, both logically and emotionally, is that nothing stops at death. All our clusters of self are reorganized in different forms. Your collected wisdom is not lost in the ether; it feeds the root of humanity, builds verse upon the ancient epic, it carries with you in whatever, wherever you might find yourself.


The image comes from the Korean Buddhist shrine of Seokguram (석굴암) located in Gyeongju, South Korea. It is officially listed as a UNESCO World Heritage Site and sits high on a mountain overlooking both the East Sea and Gyeongju itself, 750 meters above sea level. It is an impressive construction feat for any time in history, more so for the fact that it was constructed using granite brought from other areas of Korea in 750. It is considered to be one of the finest Buddhist sculptures in the world and truly personifies the Korean view of Buddha, as opposed to the thinner or fatter versions found in other countries. If ever you make it Korea, Gyeongju and Seokguram should be high on your list of things to do and see.

Amadou and Mariam



Mbifé - Amadou & Mariam

I have grown really fond of this duo from Mali, Amadou and Mariam. Both are blind and met while at a school for the blind. They have grown to have a considerable following for their live shows and they are coming to New York for a show at Webster Hall in June. Manu Chao produced their last album, which this song is taken from.

4.29.2009

Quote from James Madison

"Do not separate text from historical background. If you do, you will have perverted and subverted the Constitution, which can only end in a distorted, bastardized form of illegitimate government."

James Madison, primary author of the Bill of Rights.

4.21.2009

Tagore and Daylight

Nirvana is not the blowing out of the candle. It is the extinguishing of the flame because day is come.

Rabindranath Tagore

Bakoye by Ali Farka Toure



http://snipr.com/gbcf0

Bakoye by the late great Malian guitarist Ali Farka Toure, one of the most beautiful tracks ever composed.